Fixation

Scared of what’s gonna happen
Scared of what’s already happened
I can’t see clear
I’m thinking too much
Feels like I’ll disappear
But I will be back with a touch
Your looks bother me
Behavior, thoughts
It’s tearing me
Stop looking
Stop mocking
I can’t deal with your dreary blabbering.

Sleepless nights seem to heal
But I couldn’t find a place away from here
It Won’t last long trust me
Cause my words are killing me
They can’t wait anymore
Caged behind that slammed door

Soft and slow..
Keep walking until you see it glow
That light we all don’t seek
But eventually we’ll reach

Did you imagine
Do you know
I’m sinking and drowning
Please just let me go
A while it will be
And I’ll wear it again
Wake up again
Cuz nobody waits
And time won’t sit and watch

Sleepless nights seems to heal
But I couldn’t find a place away from here
It Won’t last long trust me
Cause my words are killing me
They cant wait anymore
Caged behind that slammed door

I’ll pack my stuff and train
Hard enough for me to gain
Power to beat the time
Partially as he feels just fine
I’ll beat what’s possible
And leave what’s inevitable
To crystallize you
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My lust for you
My precious life
As my heart beats for you
For everyone I know
For the one for me, you know
For my passion and my dreams as they grow
I’ll get better for you.